I am not sure if I am happy or sad these days. That is strange to say, because I grew up as a generally depressed kid. I know that I am not depressed now, but I must admit that it is a strange feeling, not being overwhelmingly sad. So, that is why I say I am not sure how I am feeling.
Whatever. I do know that I have a shitload of things to be sad about, but I am not. I know that that must be a good sign. Or maybe I am going insane. You will have to ask someone else about that.
I spend alot of time programming in c++. I went to school to study computer science, and I am one of the few people that still enjoy what they learned in college. I have a friend who studied journalism, and I don't think that he can really write very well. Or at all. I think he is a secretary now or something. So, that is one thing to be happy about - I like what I do.
I know that "do" usually refers to your job. Not me, I am unemployed. Something to be sad about, right? No, I just keep my head up.
